falling in love at a coffee shop

i don’t like feeling this way.
i hate being confused.

(: not done yet though. ah i can’t stop staring at it

Today was a fairytale

Well well hello wordpress. It’s been a very long time since i last blogged.
Today was a very slow day for some reason. Classes felt endless but at least there wasn’t any conditioning today, not that I couldn’t have run anyway -__- hopefully my physical form will come in the mail tomorrow. I surprisingly want to condition, just so that I can be in shape for this season. Karen and I have to practice hard and be in the top 25. This year we have 80 people on the team and that is way too many people, so coach is actually gonna cut people. I’m not sure if I can play singles…that’s pretty tough |:
Since there wasn’t any practice, Karen and Alex went to tapex to get pearl tea and they just came by my house to drop some off for me (: so nice. Now i’m really full. Pearl tea makes me super full. /: I also received Ben’s letter in the mail today! I love getting mail (:
I guess it’s time to do homework..booo. Maybe I’ll write back to Ben first hehe.. (:

yikes

well tomorrow we play leland for preseason. hopefully we’ll have some wins. karen and i won our last preseason game against branham thanks to muling and kevin. (: hopefully their training will kick in when we play leland and westmont.

these next 3 weeks or so are gonna be hell week.
isn’t that fun? no. i need sleep. i can’t function properly

love is on its way

waiting for you is pointless now.
wishing everything would be the
way they were is pointless.
yet i can’t help it. alkdsjlkj;

remember?

“once you love something, there will always be a place in your heart for it.”
sigh..only one person can really understand how i feel right now and what i’m going through. he’s having a tough time also, worse than me actually. but we’re here for each other. he told me just to try to keep positive, things will get better soon, they’ll turn around evenutally.

this week was just..slkfjadlkljlfskdjf;lkjsfdfg

this picture makes me happy i dont know why. haha.

one of those blogs again.

yeah its one of these again..

lately i feel like i’m drifting from everyone. like even close friends too /: things aren’t just going right anymore. nothing has gotten better; just stays the same or gets worse.

but i’m trying to learn to be more positive about things. i shouldn’t be so down all the time. just enjoy everything and everyone around me.

im gonna pass out after this blog

i took the revolutionary prep thing today. i’m tired.
i feel like this weekend and next week are going to
be really bad. i can just feel it already.

im tired.
of everything

Hold on tight, it’s a rollercoaster ride

So today was..eh. Just like every other day. Afterschool my sister took me to VF and went to the new forever21/heritage and it is HUUUGE. But not a lot of cute stuff /: I was pretty bummed. The old Heritage used to be like hella cute and chill clothes but i guess the style right now is ..bohemian? hahah. I don’t know. -_- but it’s definately not cute. Forever’s store is weak right now maybe i’ll go back a little later haha.

I’m suppose to go to yogurtland and play badminton tomorrow, but i can’t. ): i have to go to my cousin’s birthday. i wanna play badminton soo bad though sighh. and tomorrow i have to take the practice SAT ughh. i’m gonna fail. again. /:

I guess i should go study..
maybe

cue the sun

this week isn’t starting off too well. everything is just going down down down. when can things be good again? /: